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And I really believed we would last forever.

I thought you were different.

Gawd I’m such a dumbass.

“When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?”

-Coldplay, Fix You

I still love you, and I always will.

Let’s just say that every ounce of me wants to package up all the things that remind me of you, and mail them back.

Do not mess with me today.

I am pissed off in the very least.

Consider that your warning.

Oh God, please tell me it’s not true… Please!

To which you ask, “Beth, how on earth do you plan on doing such?”

By wearing a yellow shirt. That’s how.

11:11

When we first met,

I tried to ignore you.

There’s no way we could have ever worked.

But you proved me wrong.

When you failed to call,

I tried to be mad at you.

Even planned those hurtful words to leave my lips.

But I could never be mad at you.

When everything was just starting,

I tried not to love you.

Everything seemed to be against us.

But all I can do is love you.

When that night grew dark,

I tried to resist you.

We weren’t meant to be together.

But you kissed me for the first time…

And I kissed you back…

And ever since that time,

there’s nothing you could ever do to change the way-

my heart flutters around you,

my face flushes at mention of you,

I get excited when you touch me,

you are the moon in my sky,

you consume me like a tsunami,

I love you.